metamorfosa of me

semua berubah,,
kenapa aku masih saja memikir kan dia.
jika aku harus mengulang waktu,,aku memilih untuk tidak mengenal dia...

sakit jiwa aku lama-lama.

mo tlepon dia tu pekerjaan yang sangat tidak mungkin!!!
aku gak tau harus bagaimana lagi.

sudah lah,sudah berakir..
time tu wake up from nightmare.

jadi kangen nonton filem a walk to remember.

just me and my memories,,kapan ya ada cowo yang keik di pilem itu.

irreplaceable Beyonce

To the left
Everything you own in the box to the left
In the closet that's my stuff - Yes
If I bought it nigga please don't touch
And keep talking that mess, that's fine
But could you walk and talk at the same time
And It's my mine name that is on that Jag
So remove your bags let me call you a cab

Standing in the front yard telling me
How I'm such a fool - Talking about
How I'll never ever find a man like you
You got me twisted

You must not know about me
You must not know about me
I could have another you in a minute
matter fact he'll be here in a minute - baby

You must not know about me
You must not know about me
I can have another you by tomorrow
So don't you ever for a second get to thinking you're irreplaceable

So go ahead and get gone
And call up on that chick and see if she is home
Oops, I bet ya thought that I didn't know
What did you think I was putting you out for?
Cause you was untrue
Rolling her around in the car that I bought you
Baby you dropped them keys hurry up before your taxi leaves
Standing in the front yard telling me
How I am such a fool - Talking about
How I'll never ever find a man like you
You got me twisted

You must not know about me
You must not know about me
I could have another you in a minute
matter fact he'll be here in a minute - baby

You must not know about me
You must not know about me
I will have another you by tomorrow
So don't you ever for a second get to thinking you're irreplaceable

So since I’m not your everything
How about I'll be nothing
Nothing at all to you
Baby I wont shead a tear for you
I won't lose a wink of sleep
Cause the truth of the matter is
Replacing you is so easy

To the left
To the left
To the left
To the left
To the left
To the left
Everything you own in the box to the left

To the left
To the left

Don't you ever for a second get to thinking you're irreplaceable

You must not know about me
You must not know about me
I could have another you in a minute
matter fact he'll be be here in a minute - baby

You must not know about me
You must not know about me
I can have another you by tomorrow
Don't you ever for a second get to thinking you're irreplaceable

You must not know about me
You must not know about me
I could have another you in a minute
matter fact he'll be be here in a minute - baby

You must not know about me
You must not know about me
I can have another you by tomorrow
Don't you ever for a second get to thinking you're irreplaceable

apa yang harus ku lakukan lagi bila kau tak setia,,karna aku tak kau anggap!

emh,,melo banget.
dah lama gak nulis.

emh,,,saat ini aku lagi rajin masak,,,wow,,

my activity just work,cook emh i love cook,and chat looking someone.

saat ini aku benar-benar sudah bisa melukan mas Bie,,hehehehe
lucu se.
mas Bie sudah ilang dari pikiran ku.

love is you

LLOVE IS YOU
( Ten2Five)

This is How I feel
(inilah yang kurasakan)
Whenever I with you
(kapanpun bersama denganmu)
Everything is all about you
(semua hal tentang kamu)
To good To be True…
(yang baik untuk menjadi kenyataan)
Somehow I Just can’t BeLieve
(terkadang aku tak percaya)
You Can LaY Ur Eyes on me
(matamu berkata padaku)
If this is a Fairy tale
(pabila ini adalah dongeng)
I wish it will be HaPPily..
(aku berharap ini menjadi kenyataan yang membahagiakan)
Evenknow we aRe a far
(walaupun kita jauh)
I can feel you here Next to me
(aku merasakan kau ada disini bersama denganku)
here and Now All aBOut stay with me…
(di sini dan saat ini engkau akan slalu tinggal denganku..)

LET ME LOVE YOU..
( biarkan aku mencitai mu )
WITH ALL MY HEART
( dengan semua hatiku )
UR THE ONE FOR ME..
( kamu hanya untuk ku )
UR THE LIGHT IN MY SOUL…..
( kamu sinar didalam jiwaku )
LET ME HOLD YOU..
( biarkan aku memegangmu )
WITH MY ARMS
( dengan tangan ku )
I WANNA FEEL LOVE AGAIN (3x)
( aku akan merasakan cinta lagi )
AND I KNOW..
(dan aku tahu)
” LOVE IS YOU “….. ( Cinta adalah KAMU….)



Lagu ini aQ persembahkan to My LuvLy “ My Bie, my Beibie “.
Sebagai bUkti bahwa Aq pernah mencintai dia dan menjadikan dia sebagai Pujaan Hati..
Lagu ini sangat berarti untukku…karna
Lagu ini mengenangkan Aq ketika masih bersama dia, saat.. dimana Qt menjalin hubungan sebagai Sepasang Kekasih..
Dan Pada saat itu dia masih Mencintai Aq.. saat sebelum dia besikap beda seperti sekarang ini!!???
Waktu dan sikapQu lah yang membuat dia berbeda dan pergi dari Qu
Begitu cepat bahkan sangat cepat tanpa bisa kukejar…wusssshhh
Sekarang Yang tertinggal hanyalah sebuah “ Kenangan “.
Kenangan yang begitu mengajarkan Aq banyak hal baik itu CINTA maupun SIKAP dan KEJUJURAN…
Aq gak tau apakah lagu ini dapat tersampaikan atau tidak dihatinya??untuk membuktikan bahwa Perasaan inilah yang aQ rasakan slama bersama dia..
Walaupun kini dia tak seperti dulu lagi..seperti pertama kali Aq mengenal dia tapi..yang Aq harap suatu saat dia dapat menyadarinya!!!!!!
Aq akan slalu berdoa kelak dia bisa mendapatkan seorang wanita yang pantas dan sempurna untuk mendampingi dia saat susah, senang, sedih dan bahagia seperti memberikan dia Hal2 Positif serta CINTA.
Yang slama ini tak pernah dia dapatkan dariQu..
****
Tuhan…….
Terima kasih kau Tlah memberikan KADO istimewa itu untukku
Kado yang kau bungkus dengan rapih dan diHiasi oleh Pita Kasih sayang..
sebUah Kado…yang tlah melakukan perubahan dalam Hidupku dengan kurun waktu 3 bulan..
Walau kini tlah pergi..
Tapi…disini
Didalam hati ini…
Dia akan tetap ada!!!!!....


Dan DIA…
“ Bima HaDi SuRoso “
( Bie )
Thank GOD….

yes suksek sakit hati

yes sukses dah sakit hati.

kangen mamah,papah,eyang,abrid,damek,dafi,orang2 yg masih peduli ma aku.
sakit cink....

butuh tempat bersandar.
hanya ingin di peluk.

hanya ingin tertidur,dipeluk,dan di belai.

bersandar.capek.lelah hati.

tidak ada yang bs aku perbuat lagi.

hanya ingin diam dalam pelukan.

sakit hati ku tuk sekian kalinya, aku berharap ini bukan nyata, aku menangisi pedih ku sendiri.

big girl dont cry

The smell of your skin lingers on me now
You're probably on your flight back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
To be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity

[CHORUS:]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry

The path that I'm walking
I must go alone
I must take the baby steps 'til I'm full grown, full grown
Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they?
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay

[CHORUS]

Like the little school mate in the school yard
We'll play jacks and uno cards
I'll be your best friend and you'll be my Valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if you want to
'Cause I want to hold yours too
We'll be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds
But it's time for me to go home
It's getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity

suses sakit hati

emh,,,tanggal 27 tepat aku putus sama bima,,,lelakiku
maksih tuhan,,,
aku capek tuhan,,,
aku g tau harus kemana tuhan
maksih tuhan buat cobaan mu yang tiada tara,,,aku g bisa hidup tanpa dia tuhan.
lelah hati